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A few days have passed eh. I'm still wasting quite a lot of time on useless things. I quited Dota 3 times, but I'm still Dota-ing =/. Sad thing.

Two days ago, I received an e-mail from my uncle. It was rather unexpected. We never really contact each other. Partly due to my nature(I don't keep in touch with most people that I know =P, except a few in MSN.).

He looked after me when I was living with my grandmother when I was 7 years old. I think he was my 1st tutor, he provided me guidance in my studies(sounds a lil exaggerating for a 7-year-old >.<). He treated me like his own son(He didn't have a son yet, back then.), I really believe so. In fact, he still does so in a way. He did things that a dad would do to his kids. He brought me and my cousin to places during holidays and weekends. I look up to him a lot =). Imperfect as he is(No one is perfect.), I see him as my 2nd dad.

I regret that I am no good in PR =P nor do i put in a lot of effort. I rarely remember birthdays and I don't even send 'Hi, how r u?' messages to people. But if ever I'm needed by people that I know, I'll be more than glad to help out if I can. And please don't remember any bad things that have happened between us, be it your fault or mine, because they don't stay in my memory for long, for better or for worse.

I replied his e-mail. I think, I might actually be able to tell him 'I love you' someday. Until that day, I wish that he and his family will be blessed and may any misfortune be spared from them.

I've done well controlling myself from giving in to meat. I want to do the same with Dota =).

So long Dota. You're nothing compared to meat =)
May we meet again when I hang out with friends, but not during my studies.

=)

Today's a fine day I'd say. I showed my face at the mosque for the Briged Siswa (literally: Sophomore Brigade).

The thing is, they summoned more men than they can use >.>
I had trouble looking for work to do...
Still, I did some washing and bla bla...

I happen to be the Vice Captain of my group...
Just because I went to the meeting place 15 minutes beforehand, I was labeled as 'committed' and it just happened...
Luckily it's an empty title. It's not like we're having serious activities, so I don't mind.

I hate to say this, but I have quite a thick sense of responsibility when I'm entrusted with a task. That's why I try not to be appointed to any post because I know I'll fuss over every little thing and end up being pretty stressed =P
That said, there are times when I think I should just slack =P
It all depends on the seriousness of the task and the cooperation I get from others.

I love the rain =) I love myself (I always do), I love everyone~ (That was of course, a lie)

>.>

Bahhhhhhhhhh

Another passing day, more tests coming. Gotta prepare soon, deadline coming also, for assignments, labsheets, jobs, bla bla T.T

Ate too much today, bought Nasi Kerabu or whatever + Rojak.
I seriously will remember not to eat like this again >.<
But then it's kinda hard coz I enjoy eating a lot, second to watching anime and reading manga.

Can't wait to go back home and slack~ =P
Nth feels better than my sweet bed~

Yesterday someone from my class told me something interesting =P
She's about the only coursemate who's rather friendly to me, someone from Penang.
Anyway, she asked me to smile more =0.
The reason is, there are coursemates of hers who asked if she knows me. Because I always look so intimidating in class, like I want a piece of them =P.
Of course, I'm not surprised at all, I never thought people would actually notice =) And I surely enjoy the situation as it is =3

Maths teacher calling me and 3 other close friends who always sit in the front row 'terrorists'. Of course, she's a Malay, just somehow rather pleased by the fact that we 'seemed' kinda good at maths. I wish she would change her opinion soon, because we're merely learning the basics. So it's hard to tell whether we're good or not just by this.

Though me myself always think highly of myself (that's right i'm a fucking egoistic narcissist =P), it's bad when someone shows approval/admiration in me. I tend to start flying~. So people, if you love me, screw me as hard as you can =). If you hate me, praise me as much as you want =P




I wonder what i'm gonna eat tmr~~~ I LOVE EATING!

Long update

I kept forgetting about this >.<

Had a presentation for my English this week. I was quite confident about it T.T
Turned out quite badly as I lost track of time and couldn't do the ending. I need more experience....

Finished my 4th labsheet for programming =).
Took me a long time and much frustration to finish. But the result was satisfying~ =0

Puasa month just started, it's gonna be hell for us non-muslim...
Talk about free labor, they're making us do 'gotong-royong' for their lame puasa.

Gonna head back KL on 10th of September <3 =P

A Night at the Beach =)

Finally moved to my new house. It isn't as bad as I expected. After all those sweating and toiling, everything is fine now.

I went to Kuantan with my housemate, bought some items for room deco >.<
Feels fun when it comes to furnishing your own place, but usually people find it enjoyable doing this with their wife/husband =.=" Oh well...

We even went to Teluk Cempedak for a walk at the beach =P
It's been so long since I went to a beach. I wouldn't say the sea is clean, but at least a change of atmosphere is always nice.

I drank a cup of Choc Shake from McD, for god's sake, please don't drink that thing ever... It's like adding sugar on chocolate pure. The sweetness was too much that I felt like puking =.=".

Anyway, it's really a wonderful night =)
Even though it's with some guys LoL (Not gay here, at least not now.)

Excuse

Okay, it was really an excuse to say that I'm too busy to write crap. Besides, I spend more time on Dota and anime than actually doing my work or study. I realize that writing is somehow a good way to practice my language. At least I won't get that rusty.

I'm gonna move to a new room tomorrow. When I first entered this room, I had so much to complain about. But now I know that I like this room, in a way. I complained that it's hot and how the air ventilation sucked, but actually it's a pretty convenient place.

But it's gonna be in the past. Hopefully it'll be a good experience living in the new place. =)